My own tcell count too a nosedive last week but like my bf (and my doc) said it bounced back. And I don't even have any special stress.. I love my bf and he fucks me, I have a job and do ok. But I freak when my tcell do down with no reason and I have a lil bit of an obsession to check for any signs of karposi. Thats what really freaks me out what if I start getting that what will my bf say or do.. like if hes gonna puke and dump me.
"Mattlage said a recent 200-point drop in his CD4 count was caused by the stress of a current eviction demonstrates the importance of stable housing for people living with AIDS." I think that is def true. I have my own place and I pay my rent but what I really want is to move in with my boyfriend like all official but he gets mad when I even bring it up. I do worry whats gonna happen tho if I get really sick. The meds make me feel like shit and throw up and all that sometimes, but it's not that I am really SICK. I was a lot more sick when I was still a junkie years ago, only it didn't feel like it, but I was.
Anyway I figured I should mention this one. The full story is in the papers this week and its online here too: Dallas Voice Story
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