Jerk off by a really hot dude

or here's the link http://brokeboysboxers.com/hot-amateur-dude-jerking-off-mega-hottie/

Skaters break balls a lot

and its hot )))

Skater nuts himself (Youtube video)

click on pic for larger or the link for the youtube
http://youtu.be/V-smBxeeHL0

Getting Wet fully clothed

still like getting wet very much, like this.

Click on it for large:

Water Play

I came across this and its hot. Got it done to me many times, also like water boarding with ball busting at the same time

Hunts, Dungeons, all that again

now that i am owned by Master Mitchell again and the group, i spend a lot more time like this again and being hunted on weekends with others or in Master Mitchells dungeon over his garages on his property

... and wearing ONLY military style underwear.. everything with Master Mitchell is in uniforms, he is a non active army. i got tons of it, josh liked it too:

snow pic of me getting stomped in the balls:

snow is real rare in Dallas!!

sometimes i get to wear normal cloths too:

My boyfriend Josh moved back to Russia

Well he moved already in November and to Ukraine where hes from, but he works in Moscow for LG (the company that makes the phones and TVs from China but they sell dishwashers and washing machines their too, in Moscow).

Josh

I miss him a lot... he is the horniest guy in the world and never fucks any guy that he didnt make cry hard first. I miss him so much. He always made me cum 6 feet

by now I think hes fucked half the hot guys in Moscow and where all he goes over their. I think thats two cuntrys, Moscow and Ukraine?

For me, I belong with Master Mitchell and the group again. Master Mitchell hates me and I am at Flecktarn every Wednesday and always on the pole. This week (last week) i was the only one and it was full (20 guys). Made me throw up 2 times but didnt make them stop. Weekends and some days after work I have to report so they can beat me or fuck me or have some work to do for them. It is what it is.

I just look at it this way i had a wonderful time for over 6 years with him while he allow me to serve him. But he thinks the USA is a shit cuntry and so he moved home again. I am happy hes left me on his facebook as his boyfriend and that he calls some times.

and I still work out 1-2 hours every day, for him (Mondays through Fridays, excep Thursdays sometimes when i feel too bad from flecktarn the nite before but I try to go anyways). I work out for Josh so he knows I think of him all the time.

Feb 2013

Unterwater Blow Jobs

someone just sent me this pic... as the readers of my blog know I did LOTS and LOTS of them underwater as a teen

i think that is why I am so much into underwater stuff, getting my balls squeezed, fucked, drowned and all that, waterboarding etc

hot pics huh?

of course from me myself only very few pics... the wanted to fuck me back then not take pics plus i was underage of course ... so thats me here at 15 (again its somewhere long ago on my blog alredy):

wish I had more from back then. hot times....

Totally Awesome Body Art!!

OK here is def something I can NOT put up on facebook, so enjoy!

REMEMBER YOU CLICKED YOUR OK WITH ADULT STUFF :))))

Isn't that totally aswesome??

There are a few more but I end it with this one:

Hope you like it!!

Kevin

go to my facebook?

Hello all,

I feel terrible I haven't written anything since February this year.

If you miss me, you can be my friend on facebook, I gess your all on it anyway?

https://www.facebook.com/kevinrfubar

I now facebook is "family friendly" so nothing adult on their ... I promise I write more here. It has just been so busy with everything and nothing new really happened, only same as what y'all now anyway

FleckTarn every Wensday, a hunt now and then, still with my bf OF COURSE!!! stil working out a lot to stay hot for my bf, still visitin my twin bro at Angola, still same work at the shop, .... so it's not like you miss out on anything

I am kinda most days on facebook after work, like right now, checking stuff and making posts

THANKS!!!

Kevin FUBAR

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD, I FORGOT!!

iSN'T THAT CUUUTE?

Horsehung

someone posted that on my facebook wall today with the comment:

"for Mr Horsehung ..." :-)

this is my facebook btw
https://www.facebook.com/kevinrfubar

Happy Valentines (this one fits LOL)

Sex with a Cowboy 

 

Prior to her trip to TEXAS, Carol (a blonde chick from England), confided to her co-workers and friends she had three goals for her trip to Cowboy country;

1.  She wanted to taste some real western Bar-B-Que.
2.  She wanted to take in a bona fide rodeo...and...
3.  She wanted to have sex with a local cowboy.

Upon returning, the girls were curious as to how she fared.

1) 'Let  me tell you, Texas beef is to die for, and when they bar-b-q it, the taste is unbelievable!'

2) 'And I went to a real rodeo. Talk about athletes...Those guys wrestle full grown bulls!  They ride horses at a full gallop, then jump off the horses and grab the bull by the horns and throw them to the ground!  It is just incredible!'

Then came the big question, 'Well tell us, did you have sex with a real cowboy?'

 

'Are you kidding?  When I saw the size of the condoms they carry in their back pockets I changed my mind!'
Brought to you by SKOAL Chewing Tobacco:

(I post a lot of jokes to my facebook page, but this needed the pictures in between the text .. can't do that on facebook)

HAPPY VALENTINE!! GET LAID!! BY BIG TEXAS DICKS!! :-)

New french CCE Field Uniforms for the next hunt

Original French Army CCE camouflage fabric, made to the longer and wider German Army field trouser pattern by a German manufacturer, the French CCE central european camouflage trousers are highly effective in European woodland and scrubland environments. The french fabric is a soft, moleskin type weave in a medium to heavy weight cloth with some stretch provided by the weave. The french CCE camouflage is a four colour with grey/tan, dark green, dark brown and black colouration and the camouflage pattern is wider than the US woodland camouflage with which is shares some similarities.

Working out.. January 2012

been working out a lot!

I had put this up on my recon already

Thanks for all the comments!!

I wanted to thank everyone for their comments on here .. that is very nice of you. Sorry I did not write anything in such a long time but I hope today was a good start to get back into it.

at the Hunts: Prisoner Uniforms

Uniforms of prisoners taken PoW after catching at the hunts, and after getting stripped, so they can dry

Flecktarn Feb 8th - now location

Last evening was flecktarn night again like very Wednesday evening.

Went direct from work, and pulled over at a parking lot to change from my work cloths in the flecktarn uniform and boots. After last week weere flecktarn got cancelled it was at a new place this time. Not even a dive bar but it looked more like a 4H hangout ... no bar or anything and they had the beers in ice chests. When I got there, only 5 other guys were there, i think word hadnt got around where it was and not many more showed up later, and my boyfriend didn't come either. He would have been ok for me not to go but Master Mitchell wouldnt have it. He was there and also was Big Joe that muscle black guy that hates my guts. I wasn't feeling too good when I saw Joe was their ... and he had that mean grin already on his fat face when I came in.

Joe waved me right over to him when I walked in and so I went to him and the first thing he did was punch me totally hard low in the guts so I folded and went down right in front of him. He didnt even get up from his stool. When I was down on my knees in front of him holding my gut he said "you and I we are gonna have some fun tonight" and kicked me so I fell back on the floor. He said to get up and then to sit on a chair in the corner and he threw a can of beer at me, which I caught. Lucky, 'cos else it would have hit me in the head. So I sat down on the chair drinking the beer and waited what next.

It is basically a big room, on the side of a garage/barn building, just like I said like a 4H meeting room. At the one wall were chairs all stacked up and a few standing around and on the other some folding tables, 2 or 3 set up the reat folded and leaning against the wall. 2 big ice chests on the floor with the beer and drinks, two solid square posts to support the roof, like 12x12's, and a few tall stools to sit on. The room has a big double-wide door to the parking lot and another wide door to the barn/garage in the back.

After about 20 mins, Joe and the guys drinking a couple beers to warm up, Master Mitchell showed up and said hi to the guys and grabbed a beer himself. To me, he just looked and pointed to one of the big posts without one word, so I got up and stood against it. I already knew I would go on the post the whole time.

Then after standing against the post for a while like stupid, Master Mitchell waved the 2 younger guys over to me and they tied my wrists and then my elbows together tight behind the post and then also my boots so my feet were more on the sides of the post and not in front, making me kind of hang against the rope, I didn't have a balance.

Then Big Joe came over and unbuttoned my flecktarn shirt and said to me "don't you love it when a nigger beats the shit out of your white ass" and had this mean wide smile across his black face. I guess it's ok if they call themselfs that, I always get in trouble for it.

Then he punched me really hard about 20 times or so, slow and mothodically, one over the navel and one below and so on and then 3 right upwards in the solar plexus. Big Joe has huge arms so his punches really hurt. I could maybe flex up for the first 5 but with that weird way I was hanging in the ropes and how he laid it in, I couldn't for long and then he went in deep. After that first round I felt pretty beat already and in tears but I knew this was war from over. The others guys were all cheering him on and laughing.

Then Big Joe grinned even meaned and pushed my chin up so he could get right in my face and look me in the eye and big big belly touched mine and he said "arent you gonna cry for me you little lillywihte fuck" and then nailed me hard in the balls with his knee and he got both really bad and it made me scream out loud. I had halfway expected it, I know Big Joe too good but also half not.

With that he left me hanging there at the post and I was retching hard. I couldn't even kinda put my legs together because they tied my boots so that they were on the sides of the post. I cramped pretty badly because I was just hanging their and it really hurt in my shoulders since they had also tied my elbows together. So i was just retching and spitting on the floor trying not to be sick. My balls were hurting like FUCK even tho he had only kneed me once but hard with a vengince.

They left me alone for a while, they were drinking beer and joking and stuff. I guess 45 mins or so? My shoulders were hurting really bad by then just from hanging their so weird. Then Master Mitchel told the two younger guys to go over "to fuck with him". They were at first a litle awkward like they didn't know what to do best so one of them took swings with his fist at my balls and the other grabbed some pieces of rope and tied them at the end and then hit me with the big nott swinging it at me hitting my shoulders and chest and ass and legs.

The Big Joe came back over again and I cringed a little cos I knew this was not going to be fun and he grabbed my throat and pushed my head up so i wasn't hanging their so limp and I could hardly breath then, and he said "now you got to cry for me baby like a little girl" and he started kneeing me in the balls and after the 3rd I was crying pretty hard. He did it about 10 times and in the end asked "want me to stop white boy" and I said yes please but he didn't. Then I got sick and started to throw up a little and he let me be and the other guys untied me and Master Mitchel told them to take me outside, and they did that. They more or less carried me, I couldn't walk on my own. Outside I really threw up then and they didn't hit me or anything, they just dropped me and waited until I was done and then they helped me up again and one of them asked if I needed a minute but I know better... best to go right back in. If Master Mitchell has to send someone after us to check that makes it only much worse.

I thought maybe with that I was hopefully done for the night. When Big Joe busts my balls he does it with a hate and so hard it feels he wants to break them for good so I was in really serious fucking pain and crying still. The guys helped me back inside and Master Mitchel told one of them to "hold the little fuck up" and Big Joe punched my gts a couple more times really REALLY hard saying "now you wont puke in my fucking face you little white sissy shithead". The guy holding me up and a hard time to do that because I doubled over so hard from the punches. After a few of those he couldn't and let go and I fell down hard. Big joe kicked me teice in the guts when i was on the floor and then let go.

They left me right there on the floor and about a half hour later they were done for the evening, nobody else was going to show up I gess. So they just dragged me outside and dropped me next to my LTD in the dirt, and Big Joe said "if I needed a good night kiss" but I gess I flinched and he laughed and then they all left. A little while later I felt good enough to get into my car and drive home (to my boyfriends place) but he wasn't home yet so I showers and went to bed. When he came home later too, he came to bed a while later and of course was horny like always and he noticed I took a beating when he slapped my nuts and I jumped. He said seems like i had got beat up good and said "thats hot" and didn't hold back at all getting himself off on (in) me. That was pretty wild, i was glad he got off very good but i didn't cum this time I was way too beat. But he let me cuddle up with him after he was done.

The guys at work were awesome

(this is a sample pic not from my work)

About 3 weeks ago now at work, we were all just doing our jobs and this customer drove all around to the back and didn't even go to the office first. He got out of his truck and just yelled into the shop if someone could look at his engine. He didn't yell at anyone special just wanted attention. Behaved like a redneck LOL.

Before anyone could even tell him to go to the office first, this guy looked at me and then yelled loud again, "anyone?" and then, and still looking at me, "no fucking faggot though". I have absolutely no clue why he would think of me as that, but hey.. maybe he has a working gaydar.

Anyway two of the guys then walked out to him and one dropped his wrench right in front of the guy so that it almost hit the dudes feet, and said very loud to him "nobody is gonna work on your fucking truck, no faggots or otherwise and you better fuck off really fast" and he really got in his face. With that several of the other guys also came out and the dude got in his truck and peeled out.

I thought that was SO AWESOME!! They all went back to work as if nothing was happened, just one of them grinned at me. They all know by now that I am gay and all that but it's cool. That is a long long long way since the days Shane worked there and he could throw and hit me with bolts or wrenches and nobody would stop him or say anything!!

Interesting to watch for hours!

on my facebook that didn't work (I think they dont like animated pics)

Magic!!! and Blog Permission

Hey y'all!

I know I haven't written anything in a long time, but my boyfriend told me to "quit doing this shit", so I quit writing of course.

But today, he broke down in heavy rain with his car, and it would not start at all anymore, totally dead, so I walked the 2 miles in the rain to where he was and I made it start again so he could drive home (me with him of course). On the way I asked him if I could maybe at least write about this on my blog and he said "ok fine if it make you happy write on that stupid blog". so woohoo!!! I can write again.

SO... I guess I will be posting more ... again!!

Thank y'all for following and being patient with what my bf lets me do and whatnot

Kevin

P.S.: we had (free) tickets to go see the TX-OU game today but with the weather and all the crowds we didn't go. Now I am glad we didn't!!!

Translations

Hey all,

again I haven't written anything in a while (sometimes my boyfriend hates the blog, sometimes he doesn't care, and sometimes he asks if I don't write anything anymore??), and I did get some emails or in chat some people would say whats up with the blog.

So I will write some more :)

For today I added the translate widget, so that all those people that don't speak English too good can also read it. It looks funny in Danish or Russian... just pick the language on the top right (takes a moment to translate)

Кевин FUBAR блог на русском языке
Kevin Fubar blog på dansk
Kevin FUBAR blog in Afrikaans
凯文中国fubar博客
Kevin fubar blog kwa Kiswahili
Kevin Fubar blog di Melayu
  

Usually I would be long at work already, but today I have to go see the doc for my regular checkup, so I have a little time.

First Post this Year!

Candy Land

did you watch this video?
Kate Perry feat. Snoop Dogg - "California Gurlz"



You don't have to be an ex-junkie like me to get the message that getting high is cool. I don't know if that's so good.

BEACH - CANDY - SEX ....
..... ah the good times :-)

Yolanda Be Cool & Dcup - We No Speak Americano

it's 105F degrees and POOL TIME!!

Time to get wet, get drowned a little ... :-)

the last 2 weeks I went to the pool after work almost every day (mostly with Josh!!)

I love it when we smell like sun from being out all day, SPF-55 on the skin, pool, cum, ...

this is good music to go with it, from Aussie land

Kylie Minogue - All The Lovers

cool music and very good for the pool ... but only straight people in it for "lovers"

Frustration Balls

I just saw these on facebook and Josh found (and bought) them on the website (ravenseden.com):

he got them in skin color though. he said when I am not around he can practice on them, or when we are around somewhere in public and gets horny (like he is ever not horny), I get to see what he does later with mine when hes got the chance.

He also bought some nasty slap glove though that he saw while looking for the squeeze balls.

Today is my birthday

So today is my birthday. And I am 29 now, thats almost 30.

Birthdays used to be fun, all big parties and getting fucked up, gangbangs or whatever, all that

but with 29 I am not "cute" anymore and I guess I should feel all adult. Mostly I have been really depressed to extremely depressed all day and just before lunch I went to the bathroom and cried. I don't really know why, I just felt it coming and I went to the bathroom cos I didnt want anyone to see. At work nobody knew it was my birthday anyway.

Back when Noah was still there, he kept a calendar of everyone's birthday and always did something special. Nothing like really big but he'd tell the manager and the maneger would come and say happy b-day and then there would be like a little cake for everyone like for desert or something.

My boyfriend is like waaay too sweet right now it worries me. Last night he woke me like most nights when he gets horny again. But he only said happy birthday, and he didnt hit me and he didnt fuck me, just held me and was being nice. Normally he just hits me and fucks me till he gets off and I can get back to sleep since I have to be at work at 7:30 but that way I couldnt go back to sleep cos I was worriing about what was going on.. he is never like that. I thought maybe he just waits until I drift off and THEN he hits my nuts like extra hard and fucks me till I cry or something like that.. like cos its my birthday but nothing. After I while I knew he just went back to sleep. I dont know that worried me even more.. he is always so horny, and one night he only fucks me once? I dont know maybe he fucked someone else earlier? defenetiely nothing I could go back to sleep on.

I hate stuff thats out of the oridenary. This evening I had to work late and i called him to let him know so he doesn't think I am just late and he didnt even quizz me about it or checked with my manager if I was lying. When he says oh dotn worry its ok then I really start to worry. But he was all sweet and he even had a present for me!!! The same watch he got that I love so much.. bright yellow it looks so happy and like summer. He even let me chose if I wanted his or the new one and of course I wanted HIS and he knew it and let me have it. And then he hugged me (!!!) .. and he didnt knee me in the balls or anything he just hugged. That almost made my stomach turn cos I knew something is up.. he is NEVER liek that in over 4 years, almost 5. And then he kind of kissed me!! and said happy birthday again. That wa sjust too much I knew he was just going to dump me now and being sweet about it and I completely broke down. I don't want to live anymore if he dumps me. He is NEVER ever that nice.. I couldnt help it it just came over me and I couldnt stop it, it was just  too much.

It took like a good half hour or so until he got  me to listen enough to say he wasnt going to dump me at all. Now I feel sooooo stupid but I am also so releeved!!! I guess just cos its my birthday and I am so horrified I am getting too old for him I am a little on the fritz. He always fucks these really young hot guys .. and he never lies about it or makes me watch and then he says I am older but still the hottest cos he can really hit me so hard and it gets him off. Every thime he says that with my age it makes me flinch and I guess on birthdays its the worst and next year it's 30 OH MY GOD.

I think it put him off some that I so totally broke down earlier about that.. he hates sissies so much. Josh didnt say anything and maybe its just my imagination 'cos I am so on the fritz today. Now he is cooking dinner and said for me to chill some. He even gave me some red wine and said its ok to drink.

Josh also said he was actually taking me out for dinner but if I am "a little emotional" maye is better if we stay in and he cooks some. I am kind of really glad cos I HATE going out and always have to studder to the waiter and everyone and tonight I think it would of been really bad anyways. But my stomach is having cramps... Josh is never so nice and it makes me worry. I hope he is not just being sweet for one last fuck and tomorrow morning he kicks me out... almost 5 years is a looooong time for him to fuck just one ass more than others. If he does I kill myself. Maybe I am also just totally stupid. With Josh I never know and thats what he likes that you never know.. maybe he is just real sweet for a day cos its my birthday and next week he beats the hell out of me and I am in the ER again. I don't know if I should be worried or not. he is in the kitchen and fryign something and seems happy and I dont know if I should go and stand around or not cos I don't want to piss him off or anything.

Why does it have to hurt so much to love somebody and why does it have to be so complicated? Can't I just love a guy like him and it be easy, and maybe he loves me back a little too and not just getting off on me like crazy? I am TOTALLY fine with the getting off on me if thats why he lets me stick around

or maybe I am just really off the roll today and emotional on birthdays and its just all in my imagination. I know like when you read this you prolly think I am stupid. My bf (who I cant say is my boyfriend) is nice he got me a present, he is cooking us dinner, and later he will definitely fuck my brains out (THAT part at least is predictible) so what can I be bitching about or worry. I dont know I just cant think of living without him

6 years ago when I was still a junkie I knew how to fix this.. I would just get so high and I knew all the dudes that would fuck me for hours and I would forget about all that worry. The sucky part is that I know that know and I cant do that and its SO HARD not just to get wasted on ways Josh couldnt say much about like vicodin that I would say is meds. Maybebe he wouldnt catch me but if he did, i know he is DEAD serious that he would a) break my balls first and b) dump me second.

There were SO MANY times when that was my last rescue when I was THIS close to give in and get high. I know Josh isnt' shitting and if he catches me doing drugs then he WILL 1st break my balls in no way I dig and 2nd he WILL dump me. And cos I know he isnt shitting me when it gets down to it, I don't do it. He is my  life saver. Not just the guy who fucks my brains out and makes me cum 10 feet sometimes, or the guy who hurts me worse than any of the fucks that were foster dads or other guys I've been with, or the guy who hits me just cos he had a bad day, but also the guy I love with more than I can imagine and the guy I love.

And I sit here and worry he could dump me for getting older or whatever. Now I kind of feel stupid myself typing this. At least you know why I always use "FUBAR" in my chat names or whatever. I defeneitely am fucked up beyond all recog.

I guess I take it a day at a time (or however that goes). Tognith he is defeneitely going to have me hard and tomorrow we see

thanks for reading.. somehow I feel better now and I will go in the kitchen and see what hes up to. Worst case he's gonna kick me in the nuts and thats not the worst thing cos hes gonna get a boner

Antonov 225 - biggest aircraft

I got these pics from my friend Hugh in Canada:

all of them are in my picasa:

http://picasaweb.google.com/KevinRFUBAR/Antonov225#

VOTE Please!!

I am at a TOTAL (!!) loss if, who, and how many actually read all this crap I write on my blog.

Lately I have been writing more about important things like the Oil Spill and HIV/AIDS and those things.

But I wonder if anyone is interested in that or if you just want to read about sex stuff and pain.

Please vote or say why you read my blog?

kevinriederer@yahoo.com

Thanks
Kev

HIV Viral loads and your life circumstances

In this week's Dallas Vioice is an article about Dustin Mattlage who is HIV liek me and who got evicted. And now his viral load went through the roof. They are trying to show that if you got stress in your life or a lot it can affect how your HIV goes.

My own tcell count too a nosedive last week but like my bf (and my doc) said it bounced back. And I don't even have any special stress.. I love my bf and he fucks me, I have a job and do ok. But I freak when my tcell do down with no reason and I have a lil bit of an obsession to check for any signs of karposi. Thats what really freaks me out what if I start getting that what will my bf say or do.. like if hes gonna puke and dump me.

"Mattlage said a recent 200-point drop in his CD4 count was caused by the stress of a current eviction demonstrates the importance of stable housing for people living with AIDS." I think that is def true. I have my own place and I pay my rent but what I really want is to move in with my boyfriend like all official but he gets mad when I even bring it up. I do worry whats gonna happen tho if I get really sick. The meds make me feel like shit and throw up and all that sometimes, but it's not that I am really SICK. I was a lot more sick when I was still a junkie years ago, only it didn't feel like it, but I was.

Anyway I figured I should mention this one. The full story is in the papers this week and its online here too: Dallas Voice Story

SAWSTOP in TimeWarp

what is this?

also from Hugh:



Credit Card Insert
A woman at work was seen putting a credit card into her floppy drive and pulling it out very quickly.
When I inquired as to what she was doing, she said she was shopping on the Internet and they kept asking for a credit card number, so she was using the ATM 'thingy.' 

I get that she was too dumb not to know it's not an ATM, 'cos ATMs are not at work - but what is a "floppy drive"? Her tits?